Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Do I Really Want To Know?

The results of our written exams have been sent out. Finally.
Another trainee talked to her sister this afternoon and apparently she got her results already. Now, either the boyfriend is playing games with me or I haven't gotten mine so far. Tomorrow, then.

But do I really want to know? I mean, I have all these high expectations and though I'm pretty lazy I'm also pretty ambitious. In the sense that I just expect I will do fine because I always have. So I tell myself and the whole world that I'm prepared for a loss (which will be less than 80% for that matter) but then I again I'm really not. Because I'm just not used to losing.

As soon as I know you will, too.